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Monday, June 4, 2007

This Life, Of Mine..

YES! AFTER MY DISAPPEARANCE... IM BACK! LOL. this like finally hor? haha. i was gone.. cuz..

1) Granado Espada! addicted to it now.
2) Tests
3) reports
4) lazy to type.
5) lazy
6) games xD

ok.. dun ask me why im listening to the girlfriend.. in jap version. lol. i find her voice kinda cute. LOL.

this song's kinda nice..

When We Die - Bowling for Soup

Well, I know that it's early and it's too hard to think
And the broken empty bottles are a reminder in the sink
But I thought that I should tell you, if it's not to late to say
I could put back all the pieces, they just might not fit the same

Cause nothing's worth losing especially the chance to make it right

And I know that we're gonna be fine
And the tattooed mistakes are gonna fade over time
As long as we live, time passes by
And we won't get it back when we die

Well, I know it's been years now, and I don't look the same
And the hopes and dreams you had for me you thought went down the drain.
And the room feels so empty where my pictures used to be
And I can't say that I blame you, but you can't blame me

Cause nothing's worth losing especially the chance to make it right

And I know that we're gonna be fine
And the tattooed mistakes are gonna fade over time
As long as we live, time passes by
And we won't get it back when we die

Come over
Come over

Cause I gotta know, if I am doing this all on my own

Come over
Come over

How can I show you if you're not here

And I know that we're gonna be fine
And the tattooed mistakes are gonna fade over time
As long as we live, time passes by
And we won't get it back when we die

And I know that we're gonna be fine
And the tattooed mistakes are gonna fade over time
As long as we live, time passes by
And we won't get it back when we die

Come over
Come over

Wooohooohooohaaaaawwww

Come over
Come over

Wooohooohooohaaaaawwww

Come over
Come over

(I gotta know)
(And we wont get it back when we die)

And I know that it's early

sorry ah.. no music to play. lol. im to lazy to go and find. haha. if you wan the song, you can come and ask me xD msn - silver_bluez@hotmail.com. ^_^ my hp.. err.. maybe not. lolx. but this song.. really meaningful.. when we die.. or rather.. 1 day b4 your death.. what would you do? maybe. spend time with your love one? as for me.. i'll..

1) spend time with my family, i havent been close to them
2) if i like someone at that point, i'll just tell the person directly and im gonna mati the next day.
3) go to all of my friends, and thank them for being my friend, and how much i am really grateful for knowing them. cuz, without friends, i wont be here. im the type, that cant just survive alone. i need friends ^_^
4) try to correct what i even did wrong.
5)die peacefully.

now i ask you people, what would you all do if you all were to die tmr. just like that? i know its hard to think, but it may happen anytime. im not cursing anyone. im just stating facts. What if tommorrow never comes? sighs. many things i done, i wish i can turn back the clock, correct them. lead the type of life i want to.

for my past 2 tests.. i did average. cuz of grando espada i didnt study much. reports also. wed is my BIA test.. i hope i do mean my words.. when i say that i'll off the damn com and study for my BIA test. THIS I REALLY REALLY MEAN IT! games can wait. my life is more important.

LIBRA - The Lame One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind.
Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will
ever meet, however not the kind of person you want to mess with you
might end up crying.

this is my horo.. the lame one?
nice to everybody?
my love is one of a kind? wth? im like not interested in anyone? (this i think i'll be like single forever)
silly? fun? sweet? omg? i got like this?
own unique appeal? ok.. wth does this means?
most caring person? pls la.. this is so not me..
i dun make ppl cry when im angry =.=

hmm.. nth else to say xD nights all. may your day today's tomorrow be better than today. and even better than today's yesterday.

to end..

During this dark cold winter night,
you'll be there beside me,
keeping my heart warm with your love,
lighting up my soul with me seeing you,
my mind is going crazy with the thoughts of you,
as i held your hand,
holding you close,
it felt as if this moment could last forever.
=D

NIGHTS! it great being able to blog again ^_^

Bryan
all alone.
11:33 PM