all.alone.

Sunday, May 27, 2007

This Life, Of Mine..

Its quite a while since i blogged, telling you people what happened to me over the day. Haha! This post, is going to be about it ^_^. That song, Your Guardian Angel, i'm hooked on it. If only, i'm someone's angel, won't it be nice? *daydreaming* Okok, enough of my dreaming. Today is.. Sunday right? Yea, Sunday. End of e-learning week. Tomorrow, school starts. damnit. but i still love going to school, cuz of my good friends there. haha.
so, what did i do for the e-learning week?
monday - home

tuesday - home

wednesday - in sch doing e-learning stuff. After settling e-learning stuff, i went to woodlands to meet my maple friends. they were all nice and friendly.

thursday - went out with my friends, emily and weishun. before i met them, i went to meet my ex at her workplace in paragon. it's been a long time since i last saw her. after meeting my ex, i went to eat at suki with emily and weishun, then catchin pirates. the show was nice, but the ending was kinda sad. from that show i realise something. Falling in love is a bad thing! if you fall in love and cant be together, it's a sad thing. thus, no falling in love for me. bachelor? i don't quite mind. hehe. weishun ps emily at the bus stop. feel like killing him now. lol. emily was telling me how gentleman she wants her boyfriend to be. and i'm far from being that kinda of gentleman.

friday - home, sat and sun also home.

it's boring at home, but i like it. slacking and being lazy. trying to start playing this online game, granado espada. the prob was, i cant seem to download it. oh well, tomorrow im going to comic connections to get a DVD of it. hope its free. hehe. maple's kinda getting boring and stressing for me. the items, levels. omg. i cant take it. i didnt play much since the start of school, and i feel happier, without the need to think about leveling or what. hopefully, i can play the new game tomorrow ^_^
for the next 2 weeks, there are tests, tests and tests. reports to be done. tutorial to be done. and i'm not doing anything. if only there was something to make me work. sighs.
ending this post, life sucks, love sucks, everything sucks. and a big question that i always ask myself, WHATS SO GOOD BOUT ME? any good points? if its hardly, im outta here.

Bryan
all alone.
10:54 PM

Friday, May 25, 2007

This Life, Of Mine..

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Got nth much to say, last 2 days was fun meetin my maple friends, and my sch mates. And today, there's work to be done. lol. gtg.
PS:That song, is my favourite song ever. I will be your gaurdian angel, if you allow me to. If so, that song is from me to you. :)

Bryan
all alone.
11:32 AM

Monday, May 21, 2007

This Life, Of Mine

What a day! It was all slack and slack for me. Haha. Woke up in the afternoon. Lol. Found out my xbox spoiled. Sad-ed. My life is a goner. Found out also, my love life, ended. Singlehood is the path i lead now. Sad-ed. Double saddness. Cuz of this double saddness, i had no that "high" spirit to play soccer. Play a while so tired le. Sad la. Studying is a sad thing.

My life, is going down down, hitting rock bottom soon. Someone save me? There's no one. All i can hope now, my dad can get me a xbox 360, or a ps3. Haha. And my love life, no choice, must wait. I respect her decision. And, i'm hoping, it will go the way i want. Till then, singlehood.

Honestly, the last 2 paragraphs is really totally opposite each other. So, i declare, Why should i be so sad? Being sad is a bad thing! C'mon! I'm sure being HAPPY is the best thing! I will keep on smiling ^_^ despite what the outcome is. The bright side is where i look, hoping to find my lovely angel one day.

GTG! E-Learning! Gonna aim for full marks! HAHAHAAHAAHHAAHAHAAHA!!! WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAAK. (i'm mad, siao, crazy, everything. ^^)

Bryan
all alone.
9:36 PM

Sunday, May 20, 2007

This Life, Of Mine..

I'm so happy! Cuz.. cuz.. i'm happy! Things i cant say, all you can know is, it's making me happpppppppppppppppppppppppppi.

LOL. My whole com is black. i made it black. And, it's looking cool with Bleach stuff. haha!

I love my com xD, can't live without it. ^^

Bryan
all alone.
10:42 PM

Saturday, May 19, 2007

This Life, Of Mine..

Lesson learnt..
Wait.. There's no lesson to be learnt! Wa lao! First.. i didnt flirt with linus's gf! This charlotte anyhow say me.. emily also! both of them.. wanna bully me nia! i just talked to her? Linus! i never bully her!! i'm such a good boy *sparkling eyes* Right? Hehe. But, in the end, linus pinch me.. till i bleed. Hai, it was painful la. All the girls fault.. All bully me! Hmph! Then, charlotte beat me till i wanna die sia. Cuz i put words in her mouth. Lol. "Bread and Cheese". LOL. Cuz they'll such a perfect thing to be together. Haha! But she wanted, Bread and butter i think. I forgot liao. xD

Oh well, girls.. girls.. THE MOST DIFFICULT PEOPLE on earth la.. Who agrees with me? =P

Ok.. to end it all, a perfect song. Haha.

All the same - Sick puppies(nice band name.lol)

I don't mind where you come from
As long as you come to me
I don't like illusions I can't see
Them clearly

I don't care no I wouldn't dare
To fix the twist in you
You've shown me eventually
What you'll do

I don't mind...
I don't care...
As long as you're here

Go ahead tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same

Hours slide and days go by
Till you decide to come
And in between it always seems too long
All of a sudden

And I have the skill, yeah I have the will
To breathe you in while I can
However long you stay
Is all that I am

I don't mind...
I don't care...
As long as you're here

Go ahead tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's always the same

Wrong or right
Black or white
If I close my eyes
It's all the same

In my life
The compromise
I close my eyes
It's all the same

Go ahead say it you're leaving
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same

Bryan
all alone.
9:56 PM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

This Life, Of Mine..

School actually ended early, but there was this make-up. Cuz this cher, had to see his newborn child xD Gratz to him for he is a papa, and he can have papa day le! lol. So, before the make-up lesson, me, Eemiiily, LeDuAn-DuAnLe, Charrrloottteee and me! went to vivo for our lunch, at kim gary restuarant. The meal was quite nice. I found it kinda worth it. Haha.

I was disturbing everyone's name of my "little gang" la. Eh, I didn't wanted my little "gang" to have like ALOT of girls and me as the only active guy. Linus also disappears >.<>

Emily solo-ed lab man! LOL! She is PRO! LAb = Fast for me and charlotte, we are Pros also ok! Lol. For the make-up lesson, it was my dreamland. Hehe.

Off to environment tutorial, why must we learn about the industries incidents? >.<>

Bryan
all alone.
9:58 PM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

This Life, Of Mine..

I hate my life la. It's getting worst day by day. I don't even know whether to trust my mind or heart la. Both saying different things. Tests coming, i do not understand anything. I do not know what i'm doing for my lab work. Conflicts between friends. My love life is going nowhere. I do not have any talents or what. I'm like the super normal guy. Someone just tell me what to do. Please tell me what to do, and please save me too!

Is there's anything good bout me, can tell me? Thanks. :(

This time, i'm really all alone. :(

Bryan
all alone.
11:55 PM

This Life, Of Mine..

Wa lao. Pain la! Played basketball with 2 of my old friends! Then, i sprained my ankle. Pain la! I hope i can walk tomorrow.. Today, i like met alot of my old friends! Hehe. My last year 07 class, sec sch mates. ^^
It will all FUN FUN FUN today! I love sch! My friends! and.. for my love life.. Confused..

Me Carrying a HandBag!

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Bryan
all alone.
12:15 AM

Sunday, May 13, 2007

This Life, Of Mine..

Went out yesterday, Blades Of Glory was a funny show. I kinda laughed thru the whole movie. Lolx. And, that show is not gay. Haha.

Today's mummie day.. so wishing all mummie a happie mummie day xD And, thanking them for all they have done, without them, you and me, wont be here. xD

Ah well, thinking how to do my data sheet. i suck at calculation. Someone save me. Thanks.

Note: I'm not myself these few days. >.<

Bryan
all alone.
8:45 PM

Thursday, May 10, 2007

This Life, Of Mine..

It shall be always, about a boy in SP, class 2A/02, and his sad life >.<

Lab was fun today. Hehe. Polymer Science was fun. First part of the experiment was shit. Since i did the very important part, cuz i was home so early >.<>

Here's the nylon! Haha. This one is white cuz we didn't add the indicator. The other was bright pink! LOL.

Here's the 2 nylons.. i know the colour cant be seen clearly :)

Me and charlotte, cool posts eh? ^_^

Lunch at 10am. Our hungry tummies ROARED! lolx. So, we ate ^^ Food court 2! lolx. i ate mixed dishes with rice xD One of our classes were cancelled! WOOHOO!! Then, we wasted our time till it was 2.30, for our next lab =D

During lab, i did a "solo" part of the experiment. In the end, everyone was waiting for me >.<>

I made this pee solution O.O

So yellow >.<

This thingy.. was the cause of the "pee" !!

Stupid multi vitamin. lolx.

Another pic, me pouring the "pee" to that conical flask. Thru some filter paper. Haha!

Ok, nth to share le. Haha. I slept thru alot of classes today ^^
Dun blame me! I was tired! =x

Bryan
all alone.
9:57 PM

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

This Life, Of Mine..

I Declare.. First time doing lab data sheets.. in my whole life, and combining them all together. Cuz there were several questions, all were separated to each person. ^^ I'm writing this blog.. while waiting for my friend, Raine to sent me her part of the questions (she told me she won't be home late, now 10.15pm le. where is she?) Sianzation =.=''

Another fun day in sch. I saw 2 animal/insect DIED! LOL.

Dead Bird on the road.. This what happens after you "squash" a bird. This bird is STUUUUPID not to fly away. >.<

White stuff is not coldgate la! It's the slug slime + salt. Slug was found in the library's mini garden. We added salt onto the slug. Still looking for chemical eqn.

End product,

See the white powderly stuff on the slug, thats the remaining salt.
Dun ask me if the slug died or not. Open your mouth and drink salt water. That's what happened ^^

Few days back, we had lab. We made this during lab. =D

Cute mushie~~ ^^ This was smth to be used with the pipette. lolx. =D

ok. enough of photos! hehe. Hope my shoe's looking nice. lolx. :)

Bryan
all alone.
9:54 PM

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

This Life, Of Mine..

Watch the Spiderman 3 today :) Together with Emily and Weishun. The show was GREAT! Loved the fighting parts. Bought Pink and Black shoe laces.. Pink and Black earrings too xD

Screwed my first test of the sem. That Sucked. I feel like entering depression mode for a while. Being emo. Letting my fringe down from now on. My new look

gtg. Drowning in the music, as i laid on my bed, wondering bout my life.

Bryan
all alone.
11:03 PM

Monday, May 7, 2007

This Life, Of Mine..

Tomrrow got test.. Tomorrow got test.. *jumping about..SADLY* First test this sem. Wonder how i will do. Format = 2 short questions. Hope i remember all my facts >.<

My throat hurts still. Today is getting worst. Painful when i swallow my saliva. T.T Dun get me sick! Please!

No songs today ^^ But, 2 words. Too Far, Too Late. This will happen to us lots of times. When we dun study, we fail the exam. Then we regret. Ain't it too far? Ain't it too late? Do what is right now. Dun Regret next time. Lots of things we regret. Lots of things we wish we can change it all. Have you ever wondered? What if you just did it right the first time? We do make mistakes. But, we can learn from them. Year 1 was crap for me. Now in year 2, doing my best to change. With the help of my great friends, family rather. Everything gonna change this year ^_^

ok.. WTH im doing? Lecturing ppl >.<. SO long! LOL. Lucks for tmr's test!! May all study well and hard. ^^

=)

Bryan
all alone.
10:01 PM

This Life, Of Mine..

Tomrrow got test.. Tomorrow got test.. *jumping about..SADLY* First test this sem. Wonder how i will do. Format = 2 short questions. Hope i remember all my facts >.<

My throat hurts still. Today is getting worst. Painful when i swallow my saliva. T.T Dun get me sick! Please!

No songs today ^^ But, 2 words. Too Far, Too Late. This will happen to us lots of times. When we dun study, we fail the exam. Then we regret. Ain't it too far? Ain't it too late? Do what is right now. Dun Regret next time. Lots of things we regret. Lots of things we wish we can change it all. Have you ever wondered? What if you just did it right the first time? We do make mistakes. But, we can learn from them. Year 1 was crap for me. Now in year 2, doing my best to change. With the help of my great friends, family rather. Everything gonna change this year ^_^
ok.. WTH im doing? Lecturing ppl >.<>.< long ="P">

=)

Bryan
all alone.
10:01 PM

Saturday, May 5, 2007

This Life, Of Mine..

Yesterday - I was bombed with questions bout my serects. Oh well.. They ask TOO much la!

Today - My Favorite song - C 21, You Are The One

It's early in the morning
soon another day will dawn
I can't wait to feel your arms
around me again

I believe that we could
lay down the world
together we could live
the dream that never ends

Open up the door
just a little more
baby let me in

You are the one, You are the one
who can make moments last forever
The one that makes the sun shine
where ever you go
why make it harder, than it has to be
just listen, I'll give you love
if you'll give me your heart

Everytime I near you
time is standing still
there's nothing you can't fix
with your heavenly smile

I would never leave you
my love is for life
taking things for granted
was never my style

Just give a little love
say you'll never stop
I'll do anything

You are the one, You are the one
who can make moments last forever
The one that makes the sun shine
where ever you go
why make it harder, than it has to be
just listen, I'll give you love
If you'll give me your heart

And I'll do anything
if you give me your heart
ahh ahh yeah
I'll do anything

You are the one, You are the one
who can make moments last forever
The one that makes the sun shine
where ever you go

give a little love
say you'll never stop
and I'll do anything
I'll give you love
if you'll give me your heart

ohhhhh ohhhhh

Where ever you go
you are the one
why make it harder, than it has to be
just listen, I'll give you love

if you'll give me your heart

During soccer, i tyco score 3 goals, which i didn't aim for, but it went in. Luck is on my side xD

Ok, off to my work! ^_^

Bryan
all alone.
9:19 PM

Thursday, May 3, 2007

This Life, Of Mine..

New Theme song for 2A/02!! CIRCLE CIRCLE DOT DOT!!!
To understand further...

Please think if it in the sick way. Then, you'll understand what i mean xD

School = Usual. =D nothing special. Haha. During our lunch break, as it was 1h and 30min, we spend the "extra" time in the library. My classmates were making up some crap stories bout my love life. Oh well, there's still many things they do not know. Haha.

Currently, hooked on this song, "Out Of My Heart" by BBmak. That song has a nice catchy tune. But, it's a darnnnn old song. Anyway, some old songs are nice, and worth listening xD

Test next week. I still don't know anything. Wish me luck please. Lab data sheets are killing me. Reports are hunting me. Seeya! ^^

Bryan
all alone.
9:32 PM

Wednesday, May 2, 2007

This Life, Of Mine..

It seems that i'm going to have another nickname. What's the nickname? Ask my friends. They all know, cuz they were the ones who started that name for me.

School was as usual today, seeing my classmates, friends and teachers. Oh ya, i kinda forgot i had lab today, so i wore short pants, but amazingly, i brought my lab coat. I feel kinda stupid. =.='' I hope i won't ever forget again. Haha! For that lab, the teacher.. has a amazingly memory. He remembered me, by my golden hair. LOL! Though he sounds kinda, eeeyerr, on the whole, he's a great teacher!

My experiment was done with charlotte, a 2-person job. Haha! Poor her, she had to wear the "scuba goggles" to do the experiment, cuz it had something to do with compressed air. It was funny la! But, we managed to finish the experiment xD

After our make-up lesson which ended at 4pm, we were walking home, and i had to be the slave, to carry 2 "handbags" for raine and emily. Oh well, all my friends who pasted by me that time, gave a O.O. HAHA!!! Then, went home, slack, and drown myself in the wonders of music.

Bryan
all alone.
10:18 PM

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

Today is a holiday? O.o

Today.. is a day, where people go out, have fun and enjoy. Some people, maybe only me, stay at home for the whole day, slacking at home, spending my time with my games around me. lolx.

oh well, haha. Seriously lor. All my friends all went out. And, i have to stay at home. All i can say, is, loner rocks. lolx. The day went past, with me playing, playing and more playing. Nothing much happened today. Haha.

All right! GTG! got lab thingy to do, before charlotte kills me tomorrow. Man, you won't wanna know how she kills someone. It's way terrible than what you think. LOL. Okok, here i go~ *disappears* b4 i go. today, all my games and shows i wanted. All about 1 thing = Ninjas, magic and the spirit of "not giving up" xD

Bryan
all alone.
9:55 PM