The river flows,

2008-05-07T23:59:00.001+08:00

All right, im blogging for the boredom of it. oh well, here's a song for you people. :)

Hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start
But hold your breathe because tonight will be
The night that I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind I wont live to see another day I sear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You lyrics

This Life, Of Mine..

2007-07-30T22:46:00.000+08:00

YOZ! back in action.. but hor! under stress of my stress week la! 2 worst modules gonna have a test! both must PASS with SUPER flying colours! The thing is, i havent even started! im pro hor? lol. anyways, reports sux BIG TIME. got mat sci and BIA left =.=''

another thing, i didnt know i had pms left week O.o ~.~ think i really smth wrong le. lol. sians. back in maple le for me. lol. my noti sniper ^^ just realise, i have more fun in there than outside de life la. zz more frens that is =.='' oh well, im still looking for that light at the end of tunnel.. seems like i dun see anything yet. lol. im also hooked onto my psp! yay~! lol. new games i downloaded. lol.

ok! GTG! someone get me out of my slack mood =.=''

This Life, Of Mine..

2007-07-15T21:19:00.001+08:00

Bleah. the normal weekends. Bleach 4 is a fun game man! haha transformers nice too xD Games make me happy =D darn the reports and datasheets =.= so lazy to do.. and the tests are coming T.T oh well, time to play/do work ^_^ gtg~~

This

2007-07-15T21:19:00.000+08:00

This Life.. Of Mine..

2007-07-13T01:07:00.000+08:00

yea.. i know i havent been blogging lately.. too busy with my granado espada.. and abit of sch work.. oh well, sch's been well. get to know more bout my buddy class.. so we're not so separated like it started to be.. bad thing is.. my class is starting to separate.. Remember what i said bout my class being 1 happy family.. well, the truth is.. that is no more. only got raine calling me "Daddy".. the rest were just plain dead. all cuz of 1 stupid incident. both party thinks the other is wrong. in fact! both are just as wrong! 1 is so strict.. 1 is so stubborn.. 1 is so influenced.. im not gonna any name here.. and if you think its you im saying.. pls dun get angry with me or what.. im just saying. LEt me let my heart now man! if only this stupid fcuking incident didnt happen, my class would be like last time la. so happy.. cheerful.. all being great friends.. sighs.. god knows, it turned out.. like this. my class is all separated.. the moment the lesson ends, some of us will rush out of the door.. some will stay.. b4 that incident.. the group of 6 of us would wait for each other. hang around with each other.. it was great.. it used to be GREAT! now! it is NOTHING BUT A VERY FCUKED AND BORING CLASS! GODAMIT THAT !@#$%^&* INCIDENT! WHY CANT ALL OF US JUST FORGIVE EACH OTHER AND BE FRIENDS AGAIN? IS IT VERY DIFFICULT? NO RIGHT? FCUKING 2A/02. I HATE MY CLASS LA! somemore, i like middle man la. everybody i also wan hang out with. to add on.. i now also like loner la! like how i was in year 1 la! bloody hell, 1 freaking loner. my classmates.. either got outside frens or bf or gf! me leh? i got like NTH? every single soul has forgotten bout me la! ARGH!

harry potter sucks.. waiting for the book to be out.. anyway.. apology to char.. for not doing my part in datasheets.. so sorry.. pls forgive me.. and dun be so angry at me.. sorry..

sighs.. all i wish.. is for a better life *throws coin down wishing well*
i miss my old cheerful self.. my old frens.. and the boy whom i used to be.. is all gone.. god knows, i may turn into a nerd..

This Life.. Of Mine..

2007-06-29T21:38:00.000+08:00

After the past few days of not bloging.. studying for my exams.. and spending time with my family.. and going out with my friends. there's some things i realise bout myself. and these are the bad things. firstly, man.. i really really really need to lose of the spare energy in me la. my body's kinda reacting to it le. time i go and do smth bout it.. or else.. it'll be worst. secondly, i know im the sort that kinda jealous easily.. so i better open my eyes big big.. and open my mind too. if not.. smth bad gonna happen i tell you.. my work, and games.. i gonna learn to balance them. if not, time will be never enuff for me to do my hw. my attitude.. i better change my manners and stuff.. i wanna be a pure gentleman =D

From here i say my aims, which will come true, even when i have given up, im sure, there'll be friends, family members, who will encourage me and support me. i wil achieve my aims. When i reach third year..
i'll
Be fitter and slimmer
Getting good results by then
Balancing time between work and play
last but not least,
My desire to be a pure gentleman. kind, caring and everything nice.

This i will achieve. though time is always short, it is better late, than never. then.. time for me to go. Good night all! oh ya.. 1 song xD

Wait For You lyrics by Elliott Yamin.
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone
Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face
Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to beSo baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of timeIf it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
Been a long time since you called me(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away(When)
Everything stays the same
I just can’t do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying
Baby why can’t we just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for youIf you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for youIf it’s the last thing I do
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of timeIf it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t trueI really need you in my life
No matter what I have to doI’ll wait for you
I’ll be waiting …

Touching song.. waiting is part of everyday life. even if you're waiting for someone, just wait. cuz, no matter whether there is the waiting or not, the end result is still the same. what will be yours, is yours.

This Life.. Of Mine..

2007-06-22T00:49:00.000+08:00

NON BUDGET WAS FUN! and im very very tired now. got lesson later on. havent started my holi homework. im so dead.

addicted to granado espada.

This Life Of Mine

2007-06-18T22:14:00.000+08:00

wahahahahahaahhaahaaa. im going crazy! i just got a new laptop. lol. windows vista! but it's a compaq.. darnit.. the design is the same as every single compaq la =.= heck. im gonna love this new laptop la xD

bad thing.. is i need to redownload every single shit la. dammit. =.= i wanted to start my work today.. but gotta transfer. sian 1/2. lol. i also dunno what to transfer. oh well.

chionging this week le >.<

This Life, Of Mine..

2007-06-16T01:12:00.001+08:00

These few days, been out with my family. cuz my dad's back from vietnam :) we been going out, walking around, spending quality time together as a big happy family. haha. my dad lend me his friend's ps3. and i gonna say. ps3, rocks. but i still prefera xbox360. there's more games i know to it.
just today, we went to get our new car. it's a honda. lol. but it is cool man! i wanna drive that car. lol. silver on the outside, black seat inside. haha. it just so damn cool la! my dad wanna get me a laptop :) im thinking on vaio. the sony one. haha! it loooks nice and cool! haha. but, im still waiting for it. lol. have not buy yet. lol.
i wish granado espada aint going to be psp. if not, i'll be bored to death once more. it's a great game. and i made some frens there. haha. 1 fighter 1 musk 1 healer. thats my combi. haha. it's common. i know. lol.
this sentence.. was what i said to my maple daddy, when he got depressed and stuff. and im kinda reflecting it back to myself. "No matter how dark your life is, there'll be a light, leading you out of the darkness, bringing you to the right path. You just need to find it." Oh well, this is life. not everything goes your way. i too wish for somethings to happen my way. but for some, i know, is impossible to happen, and even, it wont work :)
lol. nights.

This Life, Of Mine..

2007-06-14T00:40:00.000+08:00

Diary Of Jane lyrics

This song explains my current state now. Fan4 was a nice show. Love the near ending. 4 powers to 1. it rocks.
Hope emily solves her problems. Le Duan get rid of that fella. Emily, i think i really do need a close friend. But, who will be my good friend? ANSWER : hard-to-find.

This Life, Of Mine..

2007-06-04T23:33:00.000+08:00

YES! AFTER MY DISAPPEARANCE... IM BACK! LOL. this like finally hor? haha. i was gone.. cuz..

1) Granado Espada! addicted to it now.
2) Tests
3) reports
4) lazy to type.
5) lazy
6) games xD

ok.. dun ask me why im listening to the girlfriend.. in jap version. lol. i find her voice kinda cute. LOL.

this song's kinda nice..

When We Die - Bowling for Soup

Well, I know that it's early and it's too hard to think
And the broken empty bottles are a reminder in the sink
But I thought that I should tell you, if it's not to late to say
I could put back all the pieces, they just might not fit the same

Cause nothing's worth losing especially the chance to make it right

And I know that we're gonna be fine
And the tattooed mistakes are gonna fade over time
As long as we live, time passes by
And we won't get it back when we die

Well, I know it's been years now, and I don't look the same
And the hopes and dreams you had for me you thought went down the drain.
And the room feels so empty where my pictures used to be
And I can't say that I blame you, but you can't blame me

Cause nothing's worth losing especially the chance to make it right

And I know that we're gonna be fine
And the tattooed mistakes are gonna fade over time
As long as we live, time passes by
And we won't get it back when we die

Come over
Come over

Cause I gotta know, if I am doing this all on my own

Come over
Come over

How can I show you if you're not here

And I know that we're gonna be fine
And the tattooed mistakes are gonna fade over time
As long as we live, time passes by
And we won't get it back when we die

And I know that we're gonna be fine
And the tattooed mistakes are gonna fade over time
As long as we live, time passes by
And we won't get it back when we die

Come over
Come over

Wooohooohooohaaaaawwww

Come over
Come over

Wooohooohooohaaaaawwww

Come over
Come over

(I gotta know)
(And we wont get it back when we die)

And I know that it's early

sorry ah.. no music to play. lol. im to lazy to go and find. haha. if you wan the song, you can come and ask me xD msn - silver_bluez@hotmail.com. ^_^ my hp.. err.. maybe not. lolx. but this song.. really meaningful.. when we die.. or rather.. 1 day b4 your death.. what would you do? maybe. spend time with your love one? as for me.. i'll..

1) spend time with my family, i havent been close to them
2) if i like someone at that point, i'll just tell the person directly and im gonna mati the next day.
3) go to all of my friends, and thank them for being my friend, and how much i am really grateful for knowing them. cuz, without friends, i wont be here. im the type, that cant just survive alone. i need friends ^_^
4) try to correct what i even did wrong.
5)die peacefully.

now i ask you people, what would you all do if you all were to die tmr. just like that? i know its hard to think, but it may happen anytime. im not cursing anyone. im just stating facts. What if tommorrow never comes? sighs. many things i done, i wish i can turn back the clock, correct them. lead the type of life i want to.

for my past 2 tests.. i did average. cuz of grando espada i didnt study much. reports also. wed is my BIA test.. i hope i do mean my words.. when i say that i'll off the damn com and study for my BIA test. THIS I REALLY REALLY MEAN IT! games can wait. my life is more important.

LIBRA - The Lame One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind.
Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will
ever meet, however not the kind of person you want to mess with you
might end up crying.

this is my horo.. the lame one?
nice to everybody?
my love is one of a kind? wth? im like not interested in anyone? (this i think i'll be like single forever)
silly? fun? sweet? omg? i got like this?
own unique appeal? ok.. wth does this means?
most caring person? pls la.. this is so not me..
i dun make ppl cry when im angry =.=

hmm.. nth else to say xD nights all. may your day today's tomorrow be better than today. and even better than today's yesterday.

to end..

During this dark cold winter night,
you'll be there beside me,
keeping my heart warm with your love,
lighting up my soul with me seeing you,
my mind is going crazy with the thoughts of you,
as i held your hand,
holding you close,
it felt as if this moment could last forever.
=D

NIGHTS! it great being able to blog again ^_^

This Life, Of Mine..

2007-05-27T22:54:00.000+08:00

Its quite a while since i blogged, telling you people what happened to me over the day. Haha! This post, is going to be about it ^_^. That song, Your Guardian Angel, i'm hooked on it. If only, i'm someone's angel, won't it be nice? *daydreaming* Okok, enough of my dreaming. Today is.. Sunday right? Yea, Sunday. End of e-learning week. Tomorrow, school starts. damnit. but i still love going to school, cuz of my good friends there. haha.
so, what did i do for the e-learning week?
monday - home

tuesday - home

wednesday - in sch doing e-learning stuff. After settling e-learning stuff, i went to woodlands to meet my maple friends. they were all nice and friendly.

thursday - went out with my friends, emily and weishun. before i met them, i went to meet my ex at her workplace in paragon. it's been a long time since i last saw her. after meeting my ex, i went to eat at suki with emily and weishun, then catchin pirates. the show was nice, but the ending was kinda sad. from that show i realise something. Falling in love is a bad thing! if you fall in love and cant be together, it's a sad thing. thus, no falling in love for me. bachelor? i don't quite mind. hehe. weishun ps emily at the bus stop. feel like killing him now. lol. emily was telling me how gentleman she wants her boyfriend to be. and i'm far from being that kinda of gentleman.

friday - home, sat and sun also home.

it's boring at home, but i like it. slacking and being lazy. trying to start playing this online game, granado espada. the prob was, i cant seem to download it. oh well, tomorrow im going to comic connections to get a DVD of it. hope its free. hehe. maple's kinda getting boring and stressing for me. the items, levels. omg. i cant take it. i didnt play much since the start of school, and i feel happier, without the need to think about leveling or what. hopefully, i can play the new game tomorrow ^_^
for the next 2 weeks, there are tests, tests and tests. reports to be done. tutorial to be done. and i'm not doing anything. if only there was something to make me work. sighs.
ending this post, life sucks, love sucks, everything sucks. and a big question that i always ask myself, WHATS SO GOOD BOUT ME? any good points? if its hardly, im outta here.

This Life, Of Mine..

2007-05-25T11:32:00.000+08:00

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Got nth much to say, last 2 days was fun meetin my maple friends, and my sch mates. And today, there's work to be done. lol. gtg.
PS:That song, is my favourite song ever. I will be your gaurdian angel, if you allow me to. If so, that song is from me to you. :)

This Life, Of Mine

2007-05-21T21:36:00.000+08:00

What a day! It was all slack and slack for me. Haha. Woke up in the afternoon. Lol. Found out my xbox spoiled. Sad-ed. My life is a goner. Found out also, my love life, ended. Singlehood is the path i lead now. Sad-ed. Double saddness. Cuz of this double saddness, i had no that "high" spirit to play soccer. Play a while so tired le. Sad la. Studying is a sad thing.

My life, is going down down, hitting rock bottom soon. Someone save me? There's no one. All i can hope now, my dad can get me a xbox 360, or a ps3. Haha. And my love life, no choice, must wait. I respect her decision. And, i'm hoping, it will go the way i want. Till then, singlehood.

Honestly, the last 2 paragraphs is really totally opposite each other. So, i declare, Why should i be so sad? Being sad is a bad thing! C'mon! I'm sure being HAPPY is the best thing! I will keep on smiling ^_^ despite what the outcome is. The bright side is where i look, hoping to find my lovely angel one day.

GTG! E-Learning! Gonna aim for full marks! HAHAHAAHAAHHAAHAHAAHA!!! WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAAK. (i'm mad, siao, crazy, everything. ^^)

This Life, Of Mine..

2007-05-20T22:42:00.001+08:00

I'm so happy! Cuz.. cuz.. i'm happy! Things i cant say, all you can know is, it's making me happpppppppppppppppppppppppppi.

LOL. My whole com is black. i made it black. And, it's looking cool with Bleach stuff. haha!

I love my com xD, can't live without it. ^^

This Life, Of Mine..

2007-05-19T21:56:00.000+08:00

Lesson learnt..
Wait.. There's no lesson to be learnt! Wa lao! First.. i didnt flirt with linus's gf! This charlotte anyhow say me.. emily also! both of them.. wanna bully me nia! i just talked to her? Linus! i never bully her!! i'm such a good boy *sparkling eyes* Right? Hehe. But, in the end, linus pinch me.. till i bleed. Hai, it was painful la. All the girls fault.. All bully me! Hmph! Then, charlotte beat me till i wanna die sia. Cuz i put words in her mouth. Lol. "Bread and Cheese". LOL. Cuz they'll such a perfect thing to be together. Haha! But she wanted, Bread and butter i think. I forgot liao. xD

Oh well, girls.. girls.. THE MOST DIFFICULT PEOPLE on earth la.. Who agrees with me? =P

Ok.. to end it all, a perfect song. Haha.

All the same - Sick puppies(nice band name.lol)

I don't mind where you come from
As long as you come to me
I don't like illusions I can't see
Them clearly

I don't care no I wouldn't dare
To fix the twist in you
You've shown me eventually
What you'll do

I don't mind...
I don't care...
As long as you're here

Go ahead tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same

Hours slide and days go by
Till you decide to come
And in between it always seems too long
All of a sudden

And I have the skill, yeah I have the will
To breathe you in while I can
However long you stay
Is all that I am

I don't mind...
I don't care...
As long as you're here

Go ahead tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's always the same

Wrong or right
Black or white
If I close my eyes
It's all the same

In my life
The compromise
I close my eyes
It's all the same

Go ahead say it you're leaving
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same

This Life, Of Mine..

2007-05-16T21:58:00.000+08:00

School actually ended early, but there was this make-up. Cuz this cher, had to see his newborn child xD Gratz to him for he is a papa, and he can have papa day le! lol. So, before the make-up lesson, me, Eemiiily, LeDuAn-DuAnLe, Charrrloottteee and me! went to vivo for our lunch, at kim gary restuarant. The meal was quite nice. I found it kinda worth it. Haha.

I was disturbing everyone's name of my "little gang" la. Eh, I didn't wanted my little "gang" to have like ALOT of girls and me as the only active guy. Linus also disappears >.<>

Emily solo-ed lab man! LOL! She is PRO! LAb = Fast for me and charlotte, we are Pros also ok! Lol. For the make-up lesson, it was my dreamland. Hehe.

Off to environment tutorial, why must we learn about the industries incidents? >.<>

This Life, Of Mine..

2007-05-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

I hate my life la. It's getting worst day by day. I don't even know whether to trust my mind or heart la. Both saying different things. Tests coming, i do not understand anything. I do not know what i'm doing for my lab work. Conflicts between friends. My love life is going nowhere. I do not have any talents or what. I'm like the super normal guy. Someone just tell me what to do. Please tell me what to do, and please save me too!

Is there's anything good bout me, can tell me? Thanks. :(

This time, i'm really all alone. :(

This Life, Of Mine..

2007-05-15T00:15:00.000+08:00

Wa lao. Pain la! Played basketball with 2 of my old friends! Then, i sprained my ankle. Pain la! I hope i can walk tomorrow.. Today, i like met alot of my old friends! Hehe. My last year 07 class, sec sch mates. ^^
It will all FUN FUN FUN today! I love sch! My friends! and.. for my love life.. Confused..

Me Carrying a HandBag!

This Life, Of Mine..

2007-05-13T20:45:00.000+08:00

Went out yesterday, Blades Of Glory was a funny show. I kinda laughed thru the whole movie. Lolx. And, that show is not gay. Haha.

Today's mummie day.. so wishing all mummie a happie mummie day xD And, thanking them for all they have done, without them, you and me, wont be here. xD

Ah well, thinking how to do my data sheet. i suck at calculation. Someone save me. Thanks.

Note: I'm not myself these few days. >.<

This Life, Of Mine..

2007-05-10T21:57:00.000+08:00

It shall be always, about a boy in SP, class 2A/02, and his sad life >.<

Lab was fun today. Hehe. Polymer Science was fun. First part of the experiment was shit. Since i did the very important part, cuz i was home so early >.<>

Here's the nylon! Haha. This one is white cuz we didn't add the indicator. The other was bright pink! LOL.

Here's the 2 nylons.. i know the colour cant be seen clearly :)

Me and charlotte, cool posts eh? ^_^

Lunch at 10am. Our hungry tummies ROARED! lolx. So, we ate ^^ Food court 2! lolx. i ate mixed dishes with rice xD One of our classes were cancelled! WOOHOO!! Then, we wasted our time till it was 2.30, for our next lab =D

During lab, i did a "solo" part of the experiment. In the end, everyone was waiting for me >.<>

I made this pee solution O.O

So yellow >.<

This thingy.. was the cause of the "pee" !!

Stupid multi vitamin. lolx.

Another pic, me pouring the "pee" to that conical flask. Thru some filter paper. Haha!

Ok, nth to share le. Haha. I slept thru alot of classes today ^^
Dun blame me! I was tired! =x

This Life, Of Mine..

2007-05-09T21:54:00.000+08:00

I Declare.. First time doing lab data sheets.. in my whole life, and combining them all together. Cuz there were several questions, all were separated to each person. ^^ I'm writing this blog.. while waiting for my friend, Raine to sent me her part of the questions (she told me she won't be home late, now 10.15pm le. where is she?) Sianzation =.=''

Another fun day in sch. I saw 2 animal/insect DIED! LOL.

Dead Bird on the road.. This what happens after you "squash" a bird. This bird is STUUUUPID not to fly away. >.<

White stuff is not coldgate la! It's the slug slime + salt. Slug was found in the library's mini garden. We added salt onto the slug. Still looking for chemical eqn.

End product,

See the white powderly stuff on the slug, thats the remaining salt.
Dun ask me if the slug died or not. Open your mouth and drink salt water. That's what happened ^^

Few days back, we had lab. We made this during lab. =D

Cute mushie~~ ^^ This was smth to be used with the pipette. lolx. =D

ok. enough of photos! hehe. Hope my shoe's looking nice. lolx. :)

This Life, Of Mine..

2007-05-08T23:03:00.000+08:00

Watch the Spiderman 3 today :) Together with Emily and Weishun. The show was GREAT! Loved the fighting parts. Bought Pink and Black shoe laces.. Pink and Black earrings too xD

Screwed my first test of the sem. That Sucked. I feel like entering depression mode for a while. Being emo. Letting my fringe down from now on. My new look

gtg. Drowning in the music, as i laid on my bed, wondering bout my life.

This Life, Of Mine..

2007-05-07T22:01:00.001+08:00

Tomrrow got test.. Tomorrow got test.. *jumping about..SADLY* First test this sem. Wonder how i will do. Format = 2 short questions. Hope i remember all my facts >.<

My throat hurts still. Today is getting worst. Painful when i swallow my saliva. T.T Dun get me sick! Please!

No songs today ^^ But, 2 words. Too Far, Too Late. This will happen to us lots of times. When we dun study, we fail the exam. Then we regret. Ain't it too far? Ain't it too late? Do what is right now. Dun Regret next time. Lots of things we regret. Lots of things we wish we can change it all. Have you ever wondered? What if you just did it right the first time? We do make mistakes. But, we can learn from them. Year 1 was crap for me. Now in year 2, doing my best to change. With the help of my great friends, family rather. Everything gonna change this year ^_^

ok.. WTH im doing? Lecturing ppl >.<. SO long! LOL. Lucks for tmr's test!! May all study well and hard. ^^

=)

This Life, Of Mine..

2007-05-07T22:01:00.000+08:00

Tomrrow got test.. Tomorrow got test.. *jumping about..SADLY* First test this sem. Wonder how i will do. Format = 2 short questions. Hope i remember all my facts >.<

My throat hurts still. Today is getting worst. Painful when i swallow my saliva. T.T Dun get me sick! Please!

No songs today ^^ But, 2 words. Too Far, Too Late. This will happen to us lots of times. When we dun study, we fail the exam. Then we regret. Ain't it too far? Ain't it too late? Do what is right now. Dun Regret next time. Lots of things we regret. Lots of things we wish we can change it all. Have you ever wondered? What if you just did it right the first time? We do make mistakes. But, we can learn from them. Year 1 was crap for me. Now in year 2, doing my best to change. With the help of my great friends, family rather. Everything gonna change this year ^_^
ok.. WTH im doing? Lecturing ppl >.<>.< long ="P">

=)

This Life, Of Mine..

2007-05-05T21:19:00.000+08:00

Yesterday - I was bombed with questions bout my serects. Oh well.. They ask TOO much la!

Today - My Favorite song - C 21, You Are The One

It's early in the morning
soon another day will dawn
I can't wait to feel your arms
around me again

I believe that we could
lay down the world
together we could live
the dream that never ends

Open up the door
just a little more
baby let me in

You are the one, You are the one
who can make moments last forever
The one that makes the sun shine
where ever you go
why make it harder, than it has to be
just listen, I'll give you love
if you'll give me your heart

Everytime I near you
time is standing still
there's nothing you can't fix
with your heavenly smile

I would never leave you
my love is for life
taking things for granted
was never my style

Just give a little love
say you'll never stop
I'll do anything

You are the one, You are the one
who can make moments last forever
The one that makes the sun shine
where ever you go
why make it harder, than it has to be
just listen, I'll give you love
If you'll give me your heart

And I'll do anything
if you give me your heart
ahh ahh yeah
I'll do anything

You are the one, You are the one
who can make moments last forever
The one that makes the sun shine
where ever you go

give a little love
say you'll never stop
and I'll do anything
I'll give you love
if you'll give me your heart

ohhhhh ohhhhh

Where ever you go
you are the one
why make it harder, than it has to be
just listen, I'll give you love

if you'll give me your heart

During soccer, i tyco score 3 goals, which i didn't aim for, but it went in. Luck is on my side xD

Ok, off to my work! ^_^

This Life, Of Mine..

2007-05-03T21:32:00.000+08:00

New Theme song for 2A/02!! CIRCLE CIRCLE DOT DOT!!!
To understand further...

Please think if it in the sick way. Then, you'll understand what i mean xD

School = Usual. =D nothing special. Haha. During our lunch break, as it was 1h and 30min, we spend the "extra" time in the library. My classmates were making up some crap stories bout my love life. Oh well, there's still many things they do not know. Haha.

Currently, hooked on this song, "Out Of My Heart" by BBmak. That song has a nice catchy tune. But, it's a darnnnn old song. Anyway, some old songs are nice, and worth listening xD

Test next week. I still don't know anything. Wish me luck please. Lab data sheets are killing me. Reports are hunting me. Seeya! ^^

This Life, Of Mine..

2007-05-02T22:18:00.000+08:00

It seems that i'm going to have another nickname. What's the nickname? Ask my friends. They all know, cuz they were the ones who started that name for me.

School was as usual today, seeing my classmates, friends and teachers. Oh ya, i kinda forgot i had lab today, so i wore short pants, but amazingly, i brought my lab coat. I feel kinda stupid. =.='' I hope i won't ever forget again. Haha! For that lab, the teacher.. has a amazingly memory. He remembered me, by my golden hair. LOL! Though he sounds kinda, eeeyerr, on the whole, he's a great teacher!

My experiment was done with charlotte, a 2-person job. Haha! Poor her, she had to wear the "scuba goggles" to do the experiment, cuz it had something to do with compressed air. It was funny la! But, we managed to finish the experiment xD

After our make-up lesson which ended at 4pm, we were walking home, and i had to be the slave, to carry 2 "handbags" for raine and emily. Oh well, all my friends who pasted by me that time, gave a O.O. HAHA!!! Then, went home, slack, and drown myself in the wonders of music.

Today is a holiday? O.o

2007-05-01T21:55:00.000+08:00

Today.. is a day, where people go out, have fun and enjoy. Some people, maybe only me, stay at home for the whole day, slacking at home, spending my time with my games around me. lolx.

oh well, haha. Seriously lor. All my friends all went out. And, i have to stay at home. All i can say, is, loner rocks. lolx. The day went past, with me playing, playing and more playing. Nothing much happened today. Haha.

All right! GTG! got lab thingy to do, before charlotte kills me tomorrow. Man, you won't wanna know how she kills someone. It's way terrible than what you think. LOL. Okok, here i go~ *disappears* b4 i go. today, all my games and shows i wanted. All about 1 thing = Ninjas, magic and the spirit of "not giving up" xD

MonDay's Blues

2007-04-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

What a day! Tomorrow gonna be a holiday again! Kinda funny to go back to school for a day, then going back to holiday mood again =.=''

School was fun as usual. The morning lessons were a torture for me. I can't seen to get anything in my head. So, i kinda slacked through the lessons. lolx. Anyway, my "family" had alot of plans of what to do. From fishing, to staying over at char's house to play some of that game(dunno how to say la!), in the end, all of us decided to go home and rest for the holiday! Since most of them have dates(le duan), spiderman show to watch(raine, whose tickets WERE already booked), mass outing(char and linus), for emily, i dunno what she's gonna do. Haha. But for me, i'm home alone! What to do what to do. Haha.

Over lunch, emily saw a "Cute" guy at the food court. So, she wanted to me go up to that guy, and asked him whether he is year 1 or year 2. Man! C'mon! Asking a guy! WTH! Asking a girl better right..... lolx. Then we were coming up with 1 thousand and 1 crap ways to talk to that guy, or even "Accidently" touch his hand. Haha. Ms Ong's lesson was interesting! I was kinda hyper for it. lolx. Dun ask me why, but i just love her lesson. First time i hear the 01 and 02 joke together. Haha!

After sch, me and emily stayed back for some DVD session! Haha. "Day After Tomorrow" That show was great! But, it set me thinking. What will happen to Singapore if the new ice age came? Where will we all be? I just can't think about what's gonna happen. I normally will say "when that time come, then talk bout it la." Oh Well, i'm just a teenager or a kid, since guys take 2 years to mature themselves(meaning, i'm thinking like a 16 year old now, i'm 18 this year) - This was taken from Le Duan. lol.

Afterall, it was a fun day. And, a BIG congratz to my seniorr!! (Eunice) for passing her driving theory test!! (which is sooo like finally?) nevertheless, GRATZ to her!! May she do well in her other part of the driving test and.. START DRIVING! xD

Weekends =.=''

2007-04-28T21:45:00.000+08:00

i hate weekends. Reason being, no friends! Like my blog skin. That's how i feel, right now.

Oh well, today, all i say is. Lazy lAzy laZy lazY = D
For the first time this week, i went into MapleStory! LOL! All i did there was talk, talk and more talk. Haha. Anyway, i semi-quit maple le xD. Cuz, i got no time, no money. So, Quit lor! LOL!

Other than that, nth much happened, really. Haha! Oh ya! I got my Half-Life 2 xbox game back from my friend! I kinda woke up at like 9am just to play this game =.=''. The first part was shitty, requiring me to solve puzzles. I sooo dun wan to use my brains!(wait, do i have brains in the first place?). But still, i managed to go through!! Woohoo! Some parts are really scary la!! >.<

One more thing, my Le Duan jie jie requested this: She is hot! pretty! smart! and everything nice!(sound like powerpuff girls, ahh what the heck)

Last! Thanks to Emily mummy for helping me with this blog! She was the one who motivated me to re-do my blog. Haha!

First Post! After 2 weeks in school..

2007-04-27T22:40:00.003+08:00

Welcome Welcome to Bryan's blog xD

Well.. i had to start a new one.. cuz i kinda loss my password for the old one =.=''. It's also time, to forget the bad memories, and start life, anew!

Oh well.. School started like 2 weeks ago. Haha. Thinking bout it now, it seems like it was just an second away. That day, when school first started. I knew that my class is going to have alot of my old classmates in there, which is darn sickening! Cuz, my old class, 07, is a lousy class. There is no "bonds" between each of us. All of us, are like, SEPARATE LANDS?! All i wished in my 2nd year, was more new friends and hopefully.. more girls(LOL). But, my class, 2A/02, had 12 people. Out of the 12, 8 of them were from my old class. So, i concluded, 2 years of suffering, 2 years of sickening people, 2 years of loneliness, 2 years of sad life, 2 years in a class that sucks! Furthermore, i was in a course that i hate. Freaking polymer. IT SUCKS!

But, after these 2 weeks, amazingly, as it may sounds. I am now, missing my class. After 2 wonderful weeks, i learnt the good things about the class and subjects. Polymer is great! Lesser people = Less competition. The subjects are nice. Well, i can do well. I just need to study hard xD. I know i said the class sucks, but now, i take back my words. Even though my class is small, with 12 people, in that class of 2A/02, 6 of us, have friendship bonds as much as a 20 or even 40 people class. This bond, is strong, not even the slightest thing can break us apart. We'll be there for each other. I know its only 2 weeks, but i believe, all of us, will be the best of friends, after the 2 years of studying, learning and mixing together. Oh ya! Did i mention, that we are even a Family! LOL. The order goes as follow,

Linus - My Grandpa
Charlotte - My Grandma
Emily - My Mummy
Le Duan - My JieJie
Raine - My Nu`er

With them in my class, even if i go to school with a sad face, when i leave school, it will be all happier =D. That's what this wonderful family of 2A/02 for xD. All of them also motivates me to study(which is a damn good thing). They just make me day each day. I'm ALREADY MISSING THEM ALREADY!!! LOL. They gave me tons of nicknames also. Haha. But i don't really mind, after all, some of them are funny! Haha.

Haha, there's many more things than i wanna say. But, that's all i say for today. I'm tired, so are you xD. Loving and Missing my family =D